Self motivation

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

Move Along - The All-American Rejects

Simplicity is the beauty

I like plain and simple.

简单就是美。

Must love dogs

I saw him during my lunch break yesterday. I feel like sending these photos to Storm. Alarm that whoever tied him here. He was not very comfortable under the freaking hot sun.

Damn that whoever!

1800-911-SPCA

Good people deserve good ending

I must really thanks all my friends out there. For the enlightenment. Thanks for telling me the true meaning of "envy" and "jealousy". Credits go to Skitty and Justea. Thanks to Rogeroko, RX and Man for showing me the path of happiness. Your presence and appreciation really helps.

I know sometimes you cannot have what you want. I know there is still a long way for me. I know I'm always awake at 4am and you have no trouble sleeping. I know all these since from the start. Yet I'm gonna thank you.

I have to learn to let go. I will still be good because my mum has taught me before, good people deserve good ending.

You are just like water keep slipping through my fingers, and knowing that you have flown to another river, I can sense your happiness.

渐渐

你转身走向来时的街
阳光刺出眼中的泪
原来离别正上演
挽回终究是无解
渐渐不见你微笑的脸
会不会是你在表演
眼泪干了只是盐
哭过没有感觉

你渐渐不见
你那样坚决
(爱渐渐不见)
爱消失眼前

眼前是白天但夜般黑
胸口正下一场大雪
寒冷将灵魂冻结
我却还不肯熄灭

应该是任你渐渐走远
但两个我正在对决
感情在心中沉淀
已过保存期限

爱渐渐不见
将我心冻结
(你渐渐不见)
感觉我已被撕裂

爱渐渐不见
爱渐渐不见
(看不见这一切一转眼太遥远)
地转天旋
(看不见这一切)
你渐行渐远
(一转眼都已经熄灭)

爱已经熄灭

The end of 12th Mono

This morning was raining. I must believe that rain means lucky. Anyway, I went back to my previous camp for a celebration. My unit gotten the Best Infantry Unit for the year 2008 / 2009. I feel so proud of it.

Okay okay... I always blog about my unit life with my peers. Now, I want to say how I feel of my unit. Individually.

I remembered I was called a happy-go-lucky guy with a naive yet not-so-arrogant attitude. Whenever I am doing my work, these traits will go along with me. I must highlight that actually I'm not happy-go-lucky. In fact, I hate to be happy-go-lucky because this shows that I'm shallow. Seriously, I just dun want to do things and be a burden to others and I hate creating troubles for other people. That's why I keep reminding myself that whenever a job need to be done, try not to leave your sh*t behind. Do your part with all the effort. When suffer together, we will help one and other. 12th Mono Bravo taught me that.

Men are actually my responsibilities. I dun want to remember how these "responsibilities" issued to me. I only want to remember that these "responsibilities" had resulted my assets. By seeing them changed to the good, I have known that I done my part.

From the moment I enter S camp, my heart swells up with... a bit of pride, a bit of uneasy, a bit of hope and a bit of unwilling. I got this kind of feeling that I going to book in. And I remember how it feels until now. Those unwillingness still occur. Then as we walk to the cookhouse, I saw all my peers. From the A coy to C coy to HQ coy and to Support coy. Those faces I still remember.

A video was shown to us about 12th Mono. I guess all videos are the same. Just that the compile all videos take before together and put it as "12th Mono" and sum up everything. But still, good effort la.

Then we went back to our company line to taste some our memories back then... I always love the smoking corner outside our company office. This is a gathering place for all the commanders and the men. The insightful thing will be those cigarette butts throw all around the smoking box though. The bed where I use to sleep now was occupied by another commander. I just want to tell that whoever-sleep-on-my-bed commander he's lucky to have this bed. I think it has the best position in the 4-6 bunk. Haha! I still remember 4-6 bunk! Beside us is the HQ-5 bunk!

The air-con bunk was cleared. The first thought was... Where are the RISK and MONOPOLY? The entertainments for the ORD-around-the-corner commanders. Along the corridor, the toilets have not change much. Only that it was cleaner than before. Then we also went back to the PS bunk.. I suddenly realize that I'm the only commander that slept all the 4 bunks before. The 4-6 bunk, HQ-5 bunk, then the air-con bunk and lastly the PS bunk. Haha..

This place where I hate to be in at first actually makes me and teaches me how to be a better person. How can I forget what I have done? The people I have met, those funny things I did, those memories I have collected... Always will be a part of my life.

Alright, I guess the ending of 12th Mono is this Best Infantry Unit celebration. The last gathering for the men and us.

Until re-service.

Where I belong. I'm proud to be a scorpian.

Joke!

I have been in pain this week. I thought is because of gastric. So I went to see the doctor.

Doctor: "So what's your problem today?"

Me: "I have gastric pain lately... Can you help?"

Doctor: "Which side of it you feel pain?"

I showed him.

Doctor: "Hmm.. That is not stomach, in fact that is your colon."

Me, flabbergasted: "Huh? This is not my stomach? Then I'm not having gastric pain? But I feel pain whenever I touch here (my colon)!"

Doctor: "That because you have constipation."

Me, blushed: "Oh, constipation eh..."

Doctor: "I suppose that you have not been defecate for these past few days. Why not start eating more fruits and vegetables today? You will see the consequences. I will prescribe some fibre pills for you. Take a seat outside."

Receptionist: "Mr Robert, here are the fibre pills, twice daily and... ... ... Remeber to eat more fruits and vegetables! This will help!"

Oh great, as I turn around, I can sense that all other patients were looking at me. Thanks. This point of time, I really hope that I have a changkok to dig a hole and bury myself.

What a joke! Now then I know where is my stomach and my colon.