Insecure

Hi, I have been feeling insecure lately. A small impact can startle me.

That day I was having dinner with my friends, then there was this stall which selling noodles. The chef begin to pound the dough. So it was like, "Bam! Bam! Bam!" I dunno what's happening to me, but I was shocked by the sound. My heart tingled. I admit, I was afraid.

Not only this, when people trying to get close to me or trying to pat on me, I will startle too. Actually, I had this phobia since young. (Aww.. This is soooo embarrassing!) But lately, this has became more serious. My sensitiveness had shot up to the max. Seems like there's something bad going to happen.

I hate this.

I know life is full of uncertainties, so we should not bother what comes next. *Hmph!

Maybe I should have a cornetto ice-cream later after my lunch. I demand vanilla flavor.

Maybe I need a religion?

Or maybe, I need a vacation? Sounds cool.

A true spirit vacation enhances the mind~

12.49pm - O'K, I shall aim for this one.

Departures

A lot of friends said this is a sad movie. You will end up crying after watching. Ha... But eventually we end up laughing.

You know, there are some parts whereby it is funny, so it doesn't matter if we laugh. But then, there are also some parts suppose to shed tears, Ango starts to giggle! So I end up giggling with him. Uncle Tan keep remind us to keep silent.

The movie is actually filming about a cellist whom lost his job but end up became an undertaker. Undertaker's job is to dress the dead nicely before they go on for their last journey. Simply to say, the are the make-ups specialist for the dead.

Therefore in this show, you will be encountering a lot of scenes where people lost their love ones. See, upon hearing this, you will know that it is a sad movie. But I still dun understand which part can lead Ango to giggle... Think of the whole cinema when you can even hear audiences sniffing and then only 2 guys laughing at one corner. It's not my fault! He influenced me!

Okay, then Daigo Kobayashi, the undertaker, is actually a abandoned child. He was abandoned by his father when he was 6 years old. That's why, he dislike his father so much. And in the end, the most ironic thing is that the last person in the movie that he need to attend is his father. He only get to see his father when he was informed that his father has died. I should have guessed. Initially I thought his sensei will be the one he will attend.

There was one scene I like the most. It was when Daigo played his cello on top of the hills. You know, seriously I was mesmerize by that scene. Indeed, it was beautiful... That moment, I wish to learn cello too!

A very nice movie I can say. Taught me to understand that death is not as scary... And no matter what, family is the most important thing on earth.

Belief

It seems like I'm all by myself now.
Feelin' some emptiness and sorrow.
I wonder how beautiful will tomorrow be,
Although today the skies are blue,
The clouds are white,
And the wind is blowing fine.

It doesn't matter if today my blog is empty.
There's no need to care about everything.
Dun feel like working,
Nor entangling myself,
No need deliberately to think of you.
That I know those will come, will come,
Might be a challenge whom I shall not abandon.

A simple slight of your smile actually warms my heart.
I dunno how to withstand, but it teaches me how to love.
I have seen troubles coming my way,
and I have become timid and pusillanimous.
Yet I've choose to believe,
Believe in my feeling,
Believe in the simplicity.

(One day when the truth is unmasked,
Maybe that time I have already dishearten.
At least this moment,
Please allow me
To believe...)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-8ZMg4yD6zQ&feature=related

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Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to me~
Happy birthday to me!
(clap clap clap clap clap clap clap)

10.53pm - Oysters for birthday!

The Curve and the Tangent

Curve
I stopped. I back off. I stumbled. I hold onto. I tripped. I fell. I laid here. I murmured. I felt disheartened. I clean my face with my bare hands. I looked upon the skies above and counting the days behind.

Tangent
You walked. You forward. You stood up, You moved on. You laughed. You smiled. You grinned. You spoke. You are in seventh-heaven. You put your both hands in your pocket. You looked upon the skies above and counting the days ahead.


10.01pm - Just a slight contact and we go different directions...

An Adroit Weekend...

Indeed.

Part 1 - 060309 (Keep on rollin')
After work, me and my colleagues went bowling. Yeah, bowling. It has been quite a while since I touched bowling ball. And I want to say is that bowling still sucks! After the game, my fingers and wrist start to ache. I shall announce that bowling is not my game. But my score was 133. I should be proud of it because my average score never hit to 100++ before. The most only 80++ (boo!).

My colleagues are so childish! Haha~ But they are nice freaks.

Bowling, not my game.

Part 2 - 060309 (Mutton's to Midnight)
Then after that, Skitty, Qoo Philipi and I went for "gerad gerad gerad", also known as mahjong. It was a miracle that I still had the energy to carry on Part 2. So Skitty suggested that we should raise the bet higher... Yeah, raise the bet higher and same goes to my losing. Quite a game, we played till morning.

Part 3 - 070309 (Discovery)
Because Qoo reporting back for his re-service, (I think mine would be next year, and hopefully they won't call me) that's why we will be meeting for this weekend. Must say that, before Qoo go back to suffer, we let him enjoy the moment first. We went to Dolby Xchange which is located at Dolby Ghout MRT Station. Legend said that, there's an new amusement park. So we decided to explore that area. Fufufufufufufu... Well, the amusement park is not very special. Just that the main purpose is having fun rather than exploring. Then we went Thai Express for dinner. Mmmmmm... Good food~

The last enjoyment for Qoo (Right)

Phad Thai Phad Thai~ You same same Thai?

Part 4 - 080309 (www.hungrygowhere.com)
As mentioned, Qoo going back for re-service. Today, we decided to stick at JP2. At least it is near our house. Then actually we wanted to have kushin-bo for dinner. But! For dinner, each head is around $39.00+++. So I calculated the +++ may accumulate to around $60 per person. Dinner for that amount is definitely a no go! And my lunch still have not completely digested, hence we changed our minds. We went to the opposite side of the Japanese Street for ichiban sushi. At least this is more cheaper. But the ambiance disappoints me. The lighting failed! I dun understand but I assume that Japanese like to dine with inadequate lighting. The whole place is quite dark plus me myself have slightly night blindness, I felt discomfort. The food is nice however. So overall, 6.5/10.

Skitty serious look on the menu. (Plan pose actually)

End (After the fourth-bagger)
This weekend is really quite tiring. Till now, my fingers and wrist still ache. Thanks to the bowling game. It was also a resourceful weekend apart from fatigue. And yeah, as an evergreen young guy like me should try everything rather than staying home and be an otaku!

I'm evergreen! Open to everything!

10.00am - =)

Bravo Team 12 VS East Side Rising

Time: 8.45am
Match started at 9.30pm because...
Ricaro, " Nigelinho help me buy battery when you on the way here! I forgot to buy! And if you want to have photos of your spectacular field skills then you must buy for me!"
(Then Nigelinho helped Ricaro buy battery but missed the bus.)

Venue: Somewhere in Sengkang. Near Pei Hwa Secondary School.

Players:
Helafiza
Nigelinho - Captain
Syazzy
Mohamolly Hafei
Marco
Angruibin -
Justea - Goalkeeper
Ango
Helafiza's Friend
Hanjotatoe
Wenjun Mamason
Herman Sharpenter

We got 12 players so 1 of them can be as substitute.



It was a fine weather I must say, the previous night was thunderstorms with cats and dogs but it turned out fine in the morning. So me and my driver reached the most early for breakfast and set up water point. The opponent, East Side Rising are the friends of Nigelinho. They consists of people staying in the East. Aww... Can't be bothered to write their names down. Ha!

After 5BX

There was a OPS order from our OC Helafiza

Beep! The players are in the field

Just the starting of the game, East Side Rising stomp the front and manage to cut their way through (like a knife!) to the penalty area of Bravo Team 12. Then out of the confusion, the striker shot and scored a goal. That's the first one. DAMN IT!!! The manager of Bravo Team 12, Ricaro had his jaws wide open... It was too fast.

Bravos played aggressive but Easterns are good at defending too!

A lot of corners but Bravos din manage to score.. Mr Ricaro started to panic. (Note: Marco Reyno can jump that high~)

Bravos had a lot of opportunites but none of them managed to send to ball into the net. That was because Easterns had a very pro Goalkeeper.

So Ango was sent out to attack. Actually the peak of attack is defense.

From the position of defense he managed to create hope for the Bravos but... he missed this one!

Then he was called for a meeting.

Then 30 minutes later, the result was
Bravo Team 12 - 0
East Side Rising - 1

From here, Bravos' players seems fatigue. After the first goal, they started to push all the way front and eventually they energy burn out. Our coach, Felix Benjamin (this is a powerful name) try to re-org the team and give some coaching.

Advise from the coach.

Hanjotatoe think that his condition cannot compare to last time.

All were burnt out but Marco retained a smile on his face!

And the manager of Bravo Team 12 still got the mood to take photos.

Beep! All players were back to the field! So the 2nd half of the game, Bravos didn't do well either. All due to they had used up their energy for the 1st half. Easterns played steady. All 11 men defence technique seems like a brickwall. The peak of defence is actually attack, and Easterns counter Bravos pushing and score another goal into the Bravos' net. Justea cannot react at that time. 2-0. Upon hearing the news, Manager Ricaro was devastated. He knew that if this match he lost, 1.5 million pound will flow into the drain! Then again, Easterns used the same tatic to counter Bravos pushing and passed the ball to the front. The striker is a smart ass. he anticipated Justea will forward and cover the angel, he loop the ball high and over Justea... That's 3-0.

Therefore, the match ended with dishearten and disappointment.
Bravo Team 12 - 0
East Side Rising - 3

Injuries are common after a soccer match so dun complain!

The coach said Angruibin is quite good as defending because he can be a tanker.

Nigelinho also didn't show his true skills today.

This 2 ketupats also didn't score a single goal!

If Ricaro was to be played in the field, the outcome would be different!

Even though we lost, but we maintain the sportsman spirit by taking the family photo! The coach, the manager, the photographer, the store IC and the players.

7.23pm - A very good match indeed. A lot more to come.