Monday, March 30, 2009

Insecure

Hi, I have been feeling insecure lately. A small impact can startle me.

That day I was having dinner with my friends, then there was this stall which selling noodles. The chef begin to pound the dough. So it was like, "Bam! Bam! Bam!" I dunno what's happening to me, but I was shocked by the sound. My heart tingled. I admit, I was afraid.

Not only this, when people trying to get close to me or trying to pat on me, I will startle too. Actually, I had this phobia since young. (Aww.. This is soooo embarrassing!) But lately, this has became more serious. My sensitiveness had shot up to the max. Seems like there's something bad going to happen.

I hate this.

I know life is full of uncertainties, so we should not bother what comes next. *Hmph!

Maybe I should have a cornetto ice-cream later after my lunch. I demand vanilla flavor.

Maybe I need a religion?

Or maybe, I need a vacation? Sounds cool.

A true spirit vacation enhances the mind~

12.49pm - O'K, I shall aim for this one.

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