P Plate

Wahahaha...

Hahahahahahahaa....

Muhahahhahahhaha...

(Why so happy?)

I've passed!

There will be a new driver in town!

Hindrance

Frustrated. Is what I'm feeling now.

I know I shouldn't be stubborn. I shouldn't be forgiving either. It is obvious enough that what I'm doing now is actually taking over somebody's job. Taken into consideration that I have 0 experience. How can it be done with a 100% mistake-free-job-well-done? Moreover! There's no one to guide or references to take. Yes, although no one has sound out a single blame or reprimand but I really dun feel good. It's something like my mind being ill treated.

When things go wrong you will question why it has been done in the wrong way in the first place. Basically you need to ask for the History before you act on to the Present.

Yet, the person that know the History is not very cooperative. I treat him as a Hindrance. A big rock in front of the bridge where I'm crossing over. Worst still, Hindrance also show unnecessary attitudes. Maybe he's guilty, that is why he need to be firm to substantiate what he had done previously to show others where's he standing now. Maybe he doesn't like others to interfere his work, that is why he seems to brush me off while I'm questioning. Maybe he's hinting me that I should stay at my desk rather that approaching his. But the main point is that I need to get the job done through this Hindrance or else it will snowball till no end. Hindrance loves to make use his negligence as a boon that causes trouble to others.

This is what bothering me.

I started to think that the best system I have seen so far (sad to say) is SAF. Although I maybe wrong but compare to the organization that I'm in, SAF really show much more capabilities in working relationships. (By saying this, it DOES NOT show I got some tendency to sign on or whatever, please get this clear.) In SAF, punishments may not be appropriate but it is actually the best medicine for negligence. See, how many times jobs need to be done and we know that if we did not do well, we may forgo our precious weekends. If we did not do the right thing, others may be whirled in to the vortex. If we did not show the correct example, others may follow the wrong footsteps. In my previous unit, we care too much. We care too much for others.

I used to believe that when humans are suffering in a harsh condition together, they will tend to lend a hand to others. But today, we are spoilt. Until a point of time that keeping our hands in our pockets is a better idea.

Voices from Heaven

Does anyone know who is Susan Boyle?

Well, actually she's a spinster. She took part in British popular variety show called "British Got Talent", and she amazed the crowd with her stunning performance.

From the moment when she entered the stage, you see doubted-faces from the audiences. Faces that assume that this lady is going to make a fool out of herself. Faces that giving nasty assumption, judgment and criticism.

Basically because she doesn't have the looks. A 47 year old lady whom is jobless, never had a boyfriend before, never get kissed, never held a single hand and yet she's living with Pebbles, the name of her cat. You see, Susan might be a letdown upon the first encounter, while you question yourself this: What can a spinster do at this age?" However, till now, she has created dozens headlines of the entire UK. What a Dominic effect. I really hope that she's the next superstar~~ I vote one for you Susan!

"Beauty comes from the voice, not from the face."

That's the message Susan delivers...

天黑

It's a long cold night. Every breath may shiver. Cover the blankets when you sleep like you always do. Tomorrow may be a long day for you.

我闭上眼睛就是天黑
一种撕裂的感觉
嘴里泛着血腥滋味
多么伤的离别

我承认我最害怕天黑
梦被掏空的错觉
我已不再是你的谁
想到就会心碎

Yeah, it's a damn cold night...

4 eyed

Yeah... The 4 eyed monster is back. It has been 3 long years.

And I took around 500++ shots in total...