The greatest enemy

I dun feel like doing anything to please you actually... I wanna be myself!

Kinda boring at home. But compare to Selarang Ring Road, I rather be at home. I always told my camp mates that now is the time we can start to cherish one another. Cause somehow we cant ensure that we will be that close in the next few years. And who knows? Maybe we are just msn friends in the future?

"Won't la.. As long someone can organize an activity..."

Haha.. I can't guarantee that.

I'm a person that live in memories. As I said, I breathe them.

I manage to come home. Thanks to OML. When I reached home, my family are not at home. My living room is pitch black. Complete darkness. Until I switch on the lights. Then I feel a bit of emptiness.

Imagine when you are used to alot of people around you... Laughter and noises everyday. Then all of a sudden everything seems so quiet...

He stared at his window. Watching people pass and go.. He feel likes going out. But all his friends not available. He feel like smsing. To concern. But whom can he sms to? Not everyone has the time to entertain him. Then he started cooking. He knows how to cook eggs with prawns and onion. He only knows how to cook this. He look at the dish. He threw it away. Cause he realize that he's not hungry. He took out the magazines to read. A first few pages... And he put it back.

He won't admit that he is feeling lonely. He won't defeat by his enemy... Not anymore.

8.59pm - As usual. Cause he's so used to it...