然后呢?

原来自己不聪明,
原来自己不勇敢,
原来以为的事其实是自己最初的想象.

然后慢慢的变成了回忆.

我也慢慢的发现其实我已经变成另一个人.

而我也开始了解另一个我...

11.02pm - 成长, 蜕变, 然后呢?

Gatherings keep the memories alive

17th Dec 08 - 4 Stars 3 Months 2 Hours 1 Gathering

We have been keeping our promise, 3 months 1 gathering.

Ever since our poly days we know each other until now. And not all people can maintain the friendship that long. Bye and go, hello and goodbye... You know, sometimes, effort counts. It's so great to see ourselves going through adult lives. See, that time when we were teenager, we are so immature. Our thinking compare to now, is totally different. We see one another ups and downs, we know one another inside out, we care for one another right to left.

That's why we met at that day for a gathering and also, a Christmas Gift Exchange. It was fun, as in, normally gift exchange, we need to buy present beforehand. But, that time, we declare we were busy to buy, so we on the spot went to purchase for the exchange. So the sequence is like this:
We choose a number, then each number (1 to 4) represent us. So let's say, my number is 4 and Noelle choose 4 so she had to buy for me. Then I chose 1 and that number represent Skitty so I have to buy for her. Then 30 minutes later, we met again to conclude our gift exchange ceremony...
So I had an earphone from Noelle, which I said to her I need earphone for my mp3. Skitty got clothing from me where I bought from G200. Noelle received a hangbag from Jerlina, bought from EDC and Jerlina got a Hello Kitty cushion from Skitty...

(There's a background story from G2000)

So happen that when Skitty open her present, she got 2 shirts. 1 formal and 1 polo tee. However! Skitty's bestest best friend in the whole wide world, Ricaro had bought size M for Skitty. So size M for Skitty is definitely a no go. It will be like wearing skirt. So Ricaro and Skitty went back to G2000 and hope that they can exchange a size S for Skitty since Ricaro had just bought for less than 20 minutes.

Min2 " Errr... Hi, my friend had just bought this shirt but it was too big for her. So can I exchange this? We just bought not long ago..."

The manager with a you-owe-me-20000bucks-face "Tsk, goods sold are not exchangeable."

Ricaro, "But I just bought 10 minutes ago!"

The manager now with a you-owe-me-9408538947598347389bucks-face " I KNOW! I KNOW! I serve you just now! I remember you... Ya! 10 minutes! I KNOW! I KNOW!!"
So she keep repeating herself "I KNOW! I KNOW!" around 10 times.

The manager still with a you-owe-me-98746546321321bucks-face and threw the shirt back to Min2 and said, "Nah, go to the counter and the cashier will change for u. Jav! Change this for them!"

Eventually The manager had successfully spoil our day. However, minus that manager, we really enjoyed ourselves and we hope that 3 months 1 gathering may increase to 1 month 1 gathering.

And we were proud with our prezzies!

Can see that we are really very proud...

As mentioned, 3 months 1 gathering

20th Dec 08 - Ankit Gathering

And Ankitar (one of the HQ 4 Shao gang) had reached Singapore on the 19th. So promised by his leader (whom is me!) we shall have a gathering after he got back. Then the leader (still me!) arrowed, no! Should use the world delegate, Rogeroko to plan this gathering and BigZ to assist him. I met Ankithar first at Clementi Station. So upon seeing him, I was delighted. Already 3 months since I last saw him. That time he still can show off his Pink IC to me but now not anymore!!! HAR HAR HAR HAR~

Okay okay, we went to meet Rogeroko at Plaza Sing. Because we were going to play our all time favourite DOTA! Also, to let Ankithar see how has Rogeroko improved in his Dota skills... However, Rogeroko still the same old Rogeroko.

After that we headed to Bugis for our dinner. We went to a restaurant called Shoduko.

From

the photos

can see

how fun

is the

gathering!

Rogeroko said menu 703 is delicious. Then me Ango and Justea ordered 703. But the overall rating for 703 was 6 out of 10... And also, this shows that Rogeroko does not have any good taste among food. HAW HAW HAW... We still dun wish to end the day after that. (Although the main character, Ankithar was feeling tired and Ango kept getting distracted) We then went to eat some desserts.

Mr Potato likes to eat beancurd

Rogeroko likes cheese cake more

Ricaro likes you tiao most!

Still~ The Bravo Commanders dun wish to end the day! They headed a place call Liquid Gold to chill... There got a singing hall too!

你已经远远离开~

我也会慢慢走开~

为什麽他会来？

And Weifu came to meet us also.. Also, I long time din see him already...

Alright, after some drinks and games and singing, we finally cannot take it. All were tired and we made our way back to our lair.. Not Selarang Camp anymore! This is not a nights out but a meaningful gathering.

Ok day end with some act cute people...

11.15am - Gatherings! Gatherings! Gatherings! Keep the bond goes on forever!

He's coming back!

(This was from Facebook)

10:19amRobert
ankit what time u reaching sg this friday?

10:20amAnkit
early morning

10:20amRobert
ok cool~
rmb to msg us when u touch down
and... we are going out this sat

10:20amAnkit
my flight out of here is at noon on wednesday
it's about 22 hours of traveling
and then a 12 hour time difference

10:20amRobert
so roger is planning now

10:20amAnkit
so noon + 34 hours
haha, ok man :D:D
ill def message you guys

10:21amRobert
so is morning u touch down la
ok
dun bring the ang mo accent back huh...
i like ur curry accent

10:21amAnkit
hahah

10:21amRobert
haha

10:21amAnkit
cant wait to be back!

10:22amRobert
ya we cant wait to see u

10:22amAnkit
:)

10:28amAnkit is offline.

The Day I Watch The Day The Earth Stood Still

I had watched a dozen of show like this. World End. The end of Mankind.

People had warned people that Earth is dying. People had told people what should be done to save our planet. People had make an effort to save our planet Earth. However, is it OUR planet?

Mankind A, "Why are you here? What's your intention?"

Alien A, "I'm here to save Earth."

Mankind A, "But why are you killing us? Aren't you going to save us?"

Alien A, "No. I'm not saving humans. I'm here to save Earth from humans destroying Earth."

(I was seriously offended. But Alien A is stating the fact.)

It's all along we are the one that killing Earth. We have no rights to declare planet Earth is our home. It's such a shame that invaders are here to reprimand us what we had done to Earth.

In order to thrive, mankind enter the world of civilization. The more civilize we are, the more we are actually poisoning Mother Earth. Why we are doing this? Why we need to do this?

Actually it is for our generation. Humans are classified as selfish. However, selfish is because for the sake of our next generation. Outsiders may seem that we are built for destroy, demolish and we are still ignorant. They assume that we are not aware of all these and therefore we need to be eliminated.

Mankind A "We will change! Give us time! We will change!"

Mankind B "We will change when only we are at the most extreme condition."

True. If one day we encounter the end of Mankind, I think that moment we will do anything to survive. If one day you know that we are going to die, you will definitely plant more trees and stop throwing rubbish in to the sea. This may sound pathetic but this is the fact.

Although the show had not much action like other "doom's day" shows, (references from "Armageddon" 1999, "The World of Wars" 2005 and "The Mist" 2007) but actually it illustrates logic. A vivid story line to show why we are dying.

Nice show. 4/5

Keanu Reeves is so cool.

11.05pm - 1800-save-the-earth

Otaku

Mr Otaku! How are you~

Otaku comes from Japan. Basically it describes (from Wikipedia) a person with obsessive interest with anime, manga, comics and video games. It also describes a person that have no broad shoulders and not willingly to train his physically fitness, always stay at home even though the weather is fine, fair skin color because the sun can melt him, hair is oily because can't be bothered to spend more on shampoo, have normal look mainly of his single eye lid, very introvert towards girls, spending less than $100 a week because stay at home so often...

It sounds so me... I'm worried. Weekends stay at home and eating home cooked food for all 3 meals. Even one step to outside makes me reluctant. Ahh... Ever since I ORDed I become more and more like an Otaku! Maybe it's just that I'm really passive although I may not look like one. Skitty had commented me before, "Actually you dun like to take initiative to call your friends out, although you had lots of friends in your list." So true.

My dressing is an "anyhow" type. I like to wear what I want to wear. I had different directions of fashion sense. I dun think my dressing is the same throughout a week. Every day has its own theme. However, comments said that everyday my dressing is the same. Eventually this lead to nasty stare from my strangers. Berms with wrong shoes. Shirt with wrong pants. Okok, I just dunno how to mix and match. AND I DUN GIVE A DAMN! Living in the west in Singapore really look like a frog in the well. People in the east tend to doll themselves up.

The main point is, I will keep to myself what I want to be. So what if I'm an Otaku? Does it hurt? I dun think so. I make myself happy, others see and comment is merely a feedback. If one can show others he had the ability to influence, then he's the one that can overcome anything.

No life? How to determine a person that have a happening life? How to be trendy?

10.12pm - 不要怕露出胸膛! 流一点汗! 你成了型男!

A tendency of regret.

I taste blood. Every now and then swallow.

My mouth become sensitive than usual. Although the pain killers work but still, blood can be seen flowing from the wounds every night. My gum is not made of steel. Every words spoken will cause pain. Every pain will hinder any movement made. Hard food will spoil the entire appetite. Even eating soft food with no taste at all.

What to do...

11.03pm - No pain no gain no vain

My wounds

I saw what's beneath.

I poison myself.

I let myself to bleed.

I see what happen next.

But I still rooted to the ground

And left intact.

It's getting deeper and deeper...

And it hurts so bad.

11.26pm - But I'm used to it.