بيْت

I woke up quite early. I went outside and switch on the lights. Knocked myself down on my couch and switch on the TV set. Watch some people singing in the MTV channel. When the song finished I switch channels.

No one telling me what to do.

I yawn... After that I turn it off and walk into my room. Then I boot my desktop. Log into msn and played a game.

No one telling me what to do.

My eyes felt a bit tired... I diverted my attention back into my bed. I covered myself with my blanket. ( Its not GREEN in colour!) I turn on the air condition and proceed back to Lalaland.

No one wakes me up.

I woke up once again and went to the living room. Dinner is ready. I yawn... Wasted about 15 minutes to finish it. I knocked myself down onto the same couch but this time with a magazine. I yawn again...

No one telling me what to do.

This kind of lifestyle once in a blue moon is ok. It will tend to make people appreciate their lives.

I love the way I am. I love my surroundings. My family and my friends. This is what I considered "perfect". I dun wish to demand more. I'm contented.

It was a lovely Saturday. At home.

7.57pm - 到不了的都叫作远方。 回不去的名字叫家乡。

"It have been 2 weeks... Where have you been?"

I'm just...

Hey. I'm in camp.

"Reason?"

I cant be bothered to explain. Go Yahoo and search.

When I reached home, I smell home. I dun have this kind of feeling before. Maybe this is the first time I cant wait to go home.

Who cares about the siren?

It was suppose to be a good weekend you know? Ya. I understand. Expect the unexpected. As usual. Cause I'm used to it. Actually it doesn't matter what happen in the end. Sometimes we must get used to it. We cant control anything. Eg. We cant control Delilah likes Samson or not. We cannot control what food the cookhouse auntie will cook for you. We cant control when Katherine appears in the book. Or Norman out of the story.

Right?

Just do what you suppose to do. Everything will be fine.

7.45pm - The world changes right infront of him. Maybe too fast for him to adapt. He have no choice but to change himself to adapt the world. Deep down inside he knows this is what he do not wish to. Mr Amphibian... I hope you know what I mean.

To all

To all...

I'm ready. As in, to take a step to another world. 3 more months will do but it hurts to look back.

"We have joy we have fun we have season in the sun~"
"Can be done!"
"One voice is not enough..."
"Make it happen."

Everything will come to an end right? Even warriors have to put down their swords one day. Dignity. Pride. Honour. Friendship. Tears. Memories. All here inside us.

Who knows? Maybe another beginning awaits for me?

8.43pm - That amphibian looks at the north side. Cold wind cut through his face. Nobody tells him it was easy. That's when he realize that he's ready for another world. He took a deep breath. This time, he's gonna to make it.