Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Self motivation

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

Move Along - The All-American Rejects

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Simplicity is the beauty

I like plain and simple.

简单就是美。

Friday, July 17, 2009

Must love dogs

I saw him during my lunch break yesterday. I feel like sending these photos to Storm. Alarm that whoever tied him here. He was not very comfortable under the freaking hot sun.

Damn that whoever!





1800-911-SPCA

Good people deserve good ending

I must really thanks all my friends out there. For the enlightenment. Thanks for telling me the true meaning of "envy" and "jealousy". Credits go to Skitty and Justea. Thanks to Rogeroko, RX and Man for showing me the path of happiness. Your presence and appreciation really helps.

I know sometimes you cannot have what you want. I know there is still a long way for me. I know I'm always awake at 4am and you have no trouble sleeping. I know all these since from the start. Yet I'm gonna thank you.

I have to learn to let go. I will still be good because my mum has taught me before, good people deserve good ending.

You are just like water keep slipping through my fingers, and knowing that you have flown to another river, I can sense your happiness.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

渐渐




你转身走向来时的街

阳光刺出眼中的泪
原来离别正上演
挽回终究是无解
渐渐不见你微笑的脸
会不会是你在表演
眼泪干了只是盐
哭过没有感觉

渐渐不见
你那样坚决
(爱
渐渐不见)
爱消失眼前

眼前是白天但夜般黑
胸口正下一场大雪
寒冷将灵魂冻结
我却还不肯熄灭

应该是任你渐渐走远
但两个我正在对决
感情在心中沉淀
已过保存期限

渐渐不见
将我心冻结
(你
渐渐不见)
感觉我已被撕裂

渐渐不见
渐渐不见
(看不见这一切一转眼太遥远)

地转天旋
(看不见这一切)

你渐行渐远
(一转眼都已经熄灭)


爱已经熄灭

Saturday, July 11, 2009

The end of 12th Mono

This morning was raining. I must believe that rain means lucky. Anyway, I went back to my previous camp for a celebration. My unit gotten the Best Infantry Unit for the year 2008 / 2009. I feel so proud of it.

Okay okay... I always blog about my unit life with my peers. Now, I want to say how I feel of my unit. Individually.

I remembered I was called a happy-go-lucky guy with a naive yet not-so-arrogant attitude. Whenever I am doing my work, these traits will go along with me. I must highlight that actually I'm not happy-go-lucky. In fact, I hate to be happy-go-lucky because this shows that I'm shallow. Seriously, I just dun want to do things and be a burden to others and I hate creating troubles for other people. That's why I keep reminding myself that whenever a job need to be done, try not to leave your sh*t behind. Do your part with all the effort. When suffer together, we will help one and other. 12th Mono Bravo taught me that.

Men are actually my responsibilities. I dun want to remember how these "responsibilities" issued to me. I only want to remember that these "responsibilities" had resulted my assets. By seeing them changed to the good, I have known that I done my part.

From the moment I enter S camp, my heart swells up with... a bit of pride, a bit of uneasy, a bit of hope and a bit of unwilling. I got this kind of feeling that I going to book in. And I remember how it feels until now. Those unwillingness still occur. Then as we walk to the cookhouse, I saw all my peers. From the A coy to C coy to HQ coy and to Support coy. Those faces I still remember.

A video was shown to us about 12th Mono. I guess all videos are the same. Just that the compile all videos take before together and put it as "12th Mono" and sum up everything. But still, good effort la.

Then we went back to our company line to taste some our memories back then... I always love the smoking corner outside our company office. This is a gathering place for all the commanders and the men. The insightful thing will be those cigarette butts throw all around the smoking box though. The bed where I use to sleep now was occupied by another commander. I just want to tell that whoever-sleep-on-my-bed commander he's lucky to have this bed. I think it has the best position in the 4-6 bunk. Haha! I still remember 4-6 bunk! Beside us is the HQ-5 bunk!

The air-con bunk was cleared. The first thought was... Where are the RISK and MONOPOLY? The entertainments for the ORD-around-the-corner commanders. Along the corridor, the toilets have not change much. Only that it was cleaner than before. Then we also went back to the PS bunk.. I suddenly realize that I'm the only commander that slept all the 4 bunks before. The 4-6 bunk, HQ-5 bunk, then the air-con bunk and lastly the PS bunk. Haha..

This place where I hate to be in at first actually makes me and teaches me how to be a better person. How can I forget what I have done? The people I have met, those funny things I did, those memories I have collected... Always will be a part of my life.

Alright, I guess the ending of 12th Mono is this Best Infantry Unit celebration. The last gathering for the men and us.

Until re-service.

Where I belong. I'm proud to be a scorpian.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Joke!


I have been in pain this week. I thought is because of gastric. So I went to see the doctor.

Doctor: "So what's your problem today?"

Me: "I have gastric pain lately... Can you help?"

Doctor: "Which side of it you feel pain?"

I showed him.

Doctor: "Hmm.. That is not stomach, in fact that is your colon."

Me, flabbergasted: "Huh? This is not my stomach? Then I'm not having gastric pain? But I feel pain whenever I touch here (my colon)!"

Doctor: "That because you have constipation."

Me, blushed: "Oh, constipation eh..."

Doctor: "I suppose that you have not been defecate for these past few days. Why not start eating more fruits and vegetables today? You will see the consequences. I will prescribe some fibre pills for you. Take a seat outside."

Receptionist: "Mr Robert, here are the fibre pills, twice daily and... ... ... Remeber to eat more fruits and vegetables! This will help!"

Oh great, as I turn around, I can sense that all other patients were looking at me. Thanks. This point of time, I really hope that I have a changkok to dig a hole and bury myself.

What a joke! Now then I know where is my stomach and my colon.

Friday, June 26, 2009

Teacher

Ahem* Yes I am.

I have been providing tuition for my nephew the past 2 weeks. I love teaching people. Actually teaching is a honorable task. You need to equip yourself with extreme good patience and proper guidance to pass the skills to your students. To provide teaching for others is actually reminding yourself what you have learn way back before, so that you will never forget how to do it. My Zanden is only 8 years old with a poor background of Mathematics! Mathematics actually comes with logic. They always have one answer. If a child have good Mathematics background, he will grow up to have a good logical thinking.

So that day I went to his house. Upon seeing me, Zanden was excited. I can see that he wanted a tuition teacher so badly. He took out his holiday homework and came to me, " We have to finish this 200++ pages of my assessment book this holiday~"

-_-! 200++ pages...

-_-! again...

Okay, never mind, I will try me best, anyway it is a sin to reject a child. So Zanden brought me to his room to start on with the lesson. The topic I teaching him that day was "Money". Alright, Money, doesn't seem difficult. In fact, we encounter "Money" almost everyday. $_$

"Zanden, draw for me 2 x $10 notes."

He drew...

"A handsome guy, and ten dollars at the right hand side..."

Handsome guy???

"Who's that handsome guy?"

"Nor... The guy inside the note. He got a mustache one!"

.......... Okay, I know who, just that I forgot his name.

So as I was teaching, Zanden really cannot focus. He kept fidgeting, look elsewhere, basically cannot concentrate and neglect my presence! But, I know that I must maintain patience and control my anger. Also, the fact that I cannot expect an 8-year-old kid to sit down quietly and study at the same time. All kids are born to be active. After for some moment, his mother came in. Zanden's attitude changed. Upon seeing his mum, he adjust the chair and pretend to look back at his assessment book.

Wow! I was amazed.

So as I continue the lesson, Zanden truly answered all my question. Initially, he was not focusing but the presence of his mother changed everything. So at that point of time, I recalled what was I when I was an 8-year-old kid with mucus on my nose. (*Sniff) Similar to Zanden, I was full of energy. However, I love to study. I love school! I love to have somebody to teach me. Apart from my primary school teachers, I really hope that at home, I have a personal tutor as well. Maybe because since young I hate being doing things alone. Yeah, that's right.. Till now, I also dun wish to do things alone too. Like, going out alone, watching movies alone, shopping alone etc. It always good to have companions.

So 2 hours had passed and I found out that we only did 5 question... (Half of a page, -_-!) I was damn exhausted. Serious! If learning is difficult, I think teaching is twice as much. I suddenly feel that I must salute my teacher from primary and secondary school and those lecturers from my poly. *Salute!

Although teaching is a tiring job but after the end of the day, I feel very resourceful. And, I still hope that one day I can fly to Nepal to provide education for the poor and the needy. Teach them everything that I have learn so far. Isn't that great?

Then when I about to leave his house, he said to me,

"So next Wednesday same time also hor??"

"I see how it goes la.. Can?"

"Okay.. Bye bye Mr Cheong..."

Mr Cheong??? Now who is Mr Cheong? Kids are acting so weird now days...

Friday, June 19, 2009

寂寞光年

This is the song of the Chinese drama that I have been watching every night.



是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我也值得被关心

一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了 快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球

还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

Alright... Off to work.
(Work sucks! I know!)
~_~!

Thursday, June 11, 2009

My 100th post

At this hour, I woke up again. It has been a week.
Then I filled with utmost of emotions.





Sometimes it is best to use a song to interpret what you are thinking.