Where is the love?

It has been a sad period...

Love is not in the air. I start to wonder, is it so hard to find love? Most of my peers are having a hard time. I can say that they are all down with luck for love. I guess maybe this is their parts and parcels of lives.

They say love is only for the lucky and the strong. Then I'm quite worried. I'm not either one of these. I know that we must be patience for love, and it will eventually find you. I always believe that I will not be walking alone, there will be someone walking this endless road with me in the future, and to share the joy, the hope, the sorrow and the happiness. But when?

For my peers, I hope they too, one day walking with someone by their side...

Well, at least the love from our parents are always there and genuine. Right?

Some say love
It is a river that drowns the tender reed
Some say love
It is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love
It is a hunger an endless aching need
I say love
It is a flower and you it's only seed

I should be sleeping now, there's a lot for tomorrow.

Bravo ORD Function - 080509

Their time has arrived,
All I can say, time flies...

Part 1 - Chevrons







Part 2 - Upper Thomson

Everyone had played their part.
Everyone written their own memoir.
Everyone created a folder down the road.
Everyone made History.
Each and everyone make up to Us.

神秘嘉宾

我踩着梦的阶梯走进了一座迷雾森林
谁的心事被天使窃听泛起涟漪

时间它帮我设计下一秒谁是神秘嘉宾
小心翼翼揭开了面具掌声鼓励

谁闯进我的场地谁让我措手不及
我早就预备的剧情你却给我一笔
狡猾地致命地正中我红心

我跟谁变得亲密谁逐渐离我远去
华丽演出共襄盛举唯有你的背影
友情客串却留下刻骨铭心的回忆

你按了我的门铃我终于从呵欠中苏醒
紧张兮兮对你说一句欢迎光临

全场观众都离席剩下我还在原地寻觅
耳边听着谢幕的歌曲走不出去

谁闯进我的场地谁让我措手不及
我早就预备的剧情你却给我一笔
狡猾地致命地正中我红心

我跟谁变得亲密谁逐渐离我远去
华丽演出共襄盛举唯有你的背影
友情客串却留下刻骨铭心的回忆

我搬到谁的隔壁谁成了我的邻居
鸣谢生命有你参与笑纳我的邀请
曲终人散却写下不会结束的结局

Bravo Team 12 - 030509

Time: 0900
Venue: Yishun Ring Road (Navigated by Justea, the CRT Commander)
Team against: Rough-and-Tough (Helafiza's brother team)

Another Bravo Team 12 match. I think we are into it and this is how we do it.

The weather is quite understanding. The players are good to go. Upon storming into the field, thunderous cheer from the spectators, flashes are just like lightnings, the field become the center of attraction at Yishun Ring Road. It was magnificent.

BT12 Members:
Helafiza
Helafiza's friend, Uncle Jihat
Marco
Angruibin
Wenjuniesta
Syazzy
Mohamolly Curly Hafei
Ango
Nigelihno (Captain)
Hanjotato
Felix Benjamin (The powerful name, Goalkeeper)

Substitutes:
Johano
Herman Sharpenter
Hazimofor
Jeremiah Jaykumar
Arifu
Ruiwen the new age gadget whiz (Almost forgot he got play...)

Manager:
Ricaro
Justea (2IC)

Rough-and-Tough:
Ketupats x 15 (No I'm not racist!)

When the players are doing their own warm-ups, we noticed that Rough-and-Tough players live up to their name. The atmosphere is different from previous matches, BT12 anticipated that they will have a rough and tough match later on. Apart from previous matches, BT12 had a new goalkeeper today, Felix Benjamin (previously the coach).

The golden keeper for the season!

BT12 having an OPS before down the field

Marco is experienced for every matches. He has his own team back at his hometown. He give a quick briefing before the players were sent down to the field.

During the first half, BT12 was steady. Every defense was firm and every attack was stealth. I think from the previous matches, BT12 gained much more experience. Sooner or later, we are heading the professional leagues.

R&T has tough players and skilled teamwork. Their players are more firm and aggressive. Compare to previous opponents, this is the toughest. However, the weak point of R&T is actually they seldom have long passes. They tend to use up their energy to run more, and they worn themselves out easily. While reaching towards BT12 penalty area, R&T created dozens opportunities to score. But, BT12's Goalkeeper is like the Berlin Wall; No ball will passes through him. That's when BT12 counter back and storm up to the front. With the skilled defender (Ango) and fast striker (Wenjuniesta), BT12 made the first goal!

BT12 dominated the first half

As mentioned, R&T played rough and aggressive. Their slides are like knife cutting through and causing a vivid foul. However, the referee seems like a blind mice. He allowed the match to continue. Wenjuniesta was not happy with him. He even doubted the referee so called "professionalism". The spectators jeered of his "professionalism" as well.

1st half
BT12 - 1
R&T - 0

After the short rest, BT12 were back to the field. This time, vice captain Marco advised the team to play defense. By preventing R&T to dribble pass them with no commitment is the tactic for 2nd half. But still R&T manage to score through Berlin Wall! Because our golden goalkeeper could not have long kicks due to his old injuries. He passed the ball to Jeremiah but flopped. Jeremiah tackled back the ball and lead to a free kick.

The free kick that leads to an equalizer (note: Ango dunno smile for what)

Hence, R&T equalized the score.

A few minutes later, R&T dribbled to the front, our golden defender, Ango, and his quick reflexes tackled the ball. Out of nowhere, the striker fell. It was obvious (unless you are blind or blind) that Ango was kicking the ball not the striker. The referee blew his whistle and said this is a foul. And this happened in BT12 penalty area. So well, a FREE penalty kick to R&T. A FREE goal too...

Devastated...

So R&T lead the score. 2-1. Damn! However, Nigelinho has not disappoint us either. He cleared the ball while R&T rushed to BT12's area. Counter attacks are crucial now. So, out of a confusion, Syazzy scored and equalized the score!

2-2

The game left 15 minutes to end. BT12 released all their existing energy and storm up to the front. This time, a free kick was given to BT12 because of a foul from R&T. Right-legged Herman Sharpenter did a spectacular free kick and bring the ball to the net!

And he brought us a winning trophy!

Full time:
BT12- 3
R&T - 2

Ha! Once again! B12 won the title! The crowd cheered loud. Especially the Manager of BT12... At first, we thought we are losing, but in the end, we won.

He played only for 10 minutes and came back saying "Tired la, tired la."

These 2x ketuapats are really something! Well done!

And he came back with a smile on his face.

Bravo Team 12 (Today has the most strength)

Bravo Team 12 originated from a team specializes in jungle and urban warfare that had gone through thick and thin together.

Once a Bravo, always a Bravo. The memories embarked from their hometown glory - 3 SIR.

What a coincidence

Weird.. That day when I was in the car, I heard this song:
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我

Then the same week, I was at the shopping market, the radio also broadcast this song:

你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我

Then finally, today I switch on the TV and I saw the music video of this song:

你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落

你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 快乐还是寂寞

I hate to say this, but I think I have fell in love with this song. Damn!

I just prefer songs with meaningful lyrics.

P Plate

Wahahaha...

Hahahahahahahaa....

Muhahahhahahhaha...

(Why so happy?)

I've passed!

There will be a new driver in town!

Hindrance

Frustrated. Is what I'm feeling now.

I know I shouldn't be stubborn. I shouldn't be forgiving either. It is obvious enough that what I'm doing now is actually taking over somebody's job. Taken into consideration that I have 0 experience. How can it be done with a 100% mistake-free-job-well-done? Moreover! There's no one to guide or references to take. Yes, although no one has sound out a single blame or reprimand but I really dun feel good. It's something like my mind being ill treated.

When things go wrong you will question why it has been done in the wrong way in the first place. Basically you need to ask for the History before you act on to the Present.

Yet, the person that know the History is not very cooperative. I treat him as a Hindrance. A big rock in front of the bridge where I'm crossing over. Worst still, Hindrance also show unnecessary attitudes. Maybe he's guilty, that is why he need to be firm to substantiate what he had done previously to show others where's he standing now. Maybe he doesn't like others to interfere his work, that is why he seems to brush me off while I'm questioning. Maybe he's hinting me that I should stay at my desk rather that approaching his. But the main point is that I need to get the job done through this Hindrance or else it will snowball till no end. Hindrance loves to make use his negligence as a boon that causes trouble to others.

This is what bothering me.

I started to think that the best system I have seen so far (sad to say) is SAF. Although I maybe wrong but compare to the organization that I'm in, SAF really show much more capabilities in working relationships. (By saying this, it DOES NOT show I got some tendency to sign on or whatever, please get this clear.) In SAF, punishments may not be appropriate but it is actually the best medicine for negligence. See, how many times jobs need to be done and we know that if we did not do well, we may forgo our precious weekends. If we did not do the right thing, others may be whirled in to the vortex. If we did not show the correct example, others may follow the wrong footsteps. In my previous unit, we care too much. We care too much for others.

I used to believe that when humans are suffering in a harsh condition together, they will tend to lend a hand to others. But today, we are spoilt. Until a point of time that keeping our hands in our pockets is a better idea.

Voices from Heaven

Does anyone know who is Susan Boyle?

Well, actually she's a spinster. She took part in British popular variety show called "British Got Talent", and she amazed the crowd with her stunning performance.

From the moment when she entered the stage, you see doubted-faces from the audiences. Faces that assume that this lady is going to make a fool out of herself. Faces that giving nasty assumption, judgment and criticism.

Basically because she doesn't have the looks. A 47 year old lady whom is jobless, never had a boyfriend before, never get kissed, never held a single hand and yet she's living with Pebbles, the name of her cat. You see, Susan might be a letdown upon the first encounter, while you question yourself this: What can a spinster do at this age?" However, till now, she has created dozens headlines of the entire UK. What a Dominic effect. I really hope that she's the next superstar~~ I vote one for you Susan!

"Beauty comes from the voice, not from the face."

That's the message Susan delivers...

天黑

It's a long cold night. Every breath may shiver. Cover the blankets when you sleep like you always do. Tomorrow may be a long day for you.

我闭上眼睛就是天黑
一种撕裂的感觉
嘴里泛着血腥滋味
多么伤的离别

我承认我最害怕天黑
梦被掏空的错觉
我已不再是你的谁
想到就会心碎

Yeah, it's a damn cold night...

4 eyed

Yeah... The 4 eyed monster is back. It has been 3 long years.

And I took around 500++ shots in total...