Pretend

“一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套。”

I just realize that actually I quite naive.

*Sigh.

And I hate Novembers, initially I thought it is sweet.

一件十分的 T-shirt

You want to buy a T- shirt,
You seek advice from others,
Others say it is nice.
You bought that shirt.
That is not 一件十分的 T-shirt.

You want to buy a T-shirt
You choose a T-shirt,
You think its nice,
Others say no.
But you still buy that shirt
That is 一件十分的 T-shirt.

You thought you are happy,
But actually you know best.
You think happiness is a choice.
But actually you know happiness need to be shared.
You are always walking alone.
You have sleepless night.
You always wake up at 4am.
And you dun wan this.
But who understands?

When happiness is still a choice

When happiness is still a choice, there's nothing much you want to demand for..

My workplace is like a sauna. Yeah, that air-con is damaged since yesterday morning. Of course, humans like us need comfort. With this kind of situation, I have to admit that I'm feeling very fitful. Just imagine, when you are sweating all over at your work desk and the deadline for submitting your work is this coming Friday, wouldn't you be panic? I can sense pressure from different direction.

Seriously, I feel miserable. Indeed, this has no one to blame. But I really wonder, when will this indigence ends? The problems come like waves, ever since I posted here.

I know, this is just a small matter, one who always complaint will never do something great. Take a deep breath and do whatever I can. I need not to be the best, but I dun want to be the worst as well...

Happiness is a choice, I choose to be happy. I choose to take pressure as pleasure.

=)

Nike Human Race 2009

I never sweat like this for a long time. Must apologize to them, because of me we spend more time finish up the race. Yes, because I kept stopping and they have to wait for me. I think I'm old.







Indeed... I think I'm really getting old. My whole body is aching now even though I've done enough warm up exercise before the run.

Multi Tasking

I'm so sad that I cannot multi-tasking.

Just another normal day:
Colleague A
"Hey Robert! How to write this email? I need your help, you know, I'm not very good at replying email.."

At that point of time I was doing my work with spreadsheet, then I replied
"Oh... Wait ar.. You let me... do finish my work first."

At that point of time, I realize that my brain cannot do 2 things at the same time. My intentions was to finish what I am doing now but another question just pop out and I need to think for that question, end up I type wrong of what I'm doing and I replied nonsense to Colleague A. Haha! It was funny! I mean... I typed in my spreadsheet what was supposed to reply in the email to Colleague A and I replied to Colleague A what was suppose to be typed in my spreadsheet.

Another normal day:
That time I was driving. Then my mum called me. I used the loud speaker function. Then my mum ask me
"When you coming back and where are you now?"

That point of time I was just outside St 93 (where is near my house)
I replied
"..... I outside..."

Then my mum keep asking
"Where? I thought you should be coming back?"

"I call you back later I'm driving hookay?"

I admit I was frustrated because when I cannot stand people keep asking me question when I'm doing things. But I realize that I cannot do 2 things at the same time! Come to think of it, that was really a simple question. Correct? "Where are your location?" And I cannot answer! I dunno what I was thinking at that time but I found it hard to answer. My point is that, I only know I was at St 93 until I hung up the phone. I blame myself why I just can't reply to my mum I was at St 93! The reason is, I was thinking some other things.

Yes, I cannot multi task. My mind cannot be focused everytime. Can this be improve? They said learning Yoga can let your mind be more focus.

I'm so sad. It seems that everyone can multi task but not me. This feeling is like, I'm like a handicapped. And my mind cannot be cleared. Seems like it has always be occupied.

3 downs and 6 ups

Complaint ain't gonna take you any further! I know this! It will definitely NOT improve the situation!

The new environment disappoints me as well. I think humans never ever like their jobs. WE ARE ALWAYS NOT SATISFIED!

Actions and follow ups need to be done in order to improve the situation and you yourself! The only advantage of complaints are merely just to make you feel better.

They said humans have 3 downs and 6 ups. We have to gone through this cycle before we enter our graves. And moreover, we cannot control when Murphy enter our door steps. That's why sometimes we have to choose not to bother.

Ah~ I feel so stress! Stress! Stress! Stress! OK whatever, I know that things will get better in the future. 3 downs and 6 ups. (There are more ups then downs.) So I guess this moment I have to be more optimistic. Looking forward to every weekend.

What to do? Life still have to move on.

The Amphibian know the drought is coming. Although that time his life will be tough but he knows that no matter how long it takes, the first drop of rain will eventually reach the Earth.

He is waiting.

一个人心中，只有一个宝贝。久了之后， 它变成了眼泪。 泪一滴在左手， 凝固成为寂寞。 往回看， 有什么？

E.N.D - Energy Never Die!!

"You will reach your goal no matter how slow you walk, as long as you dun stop."

Said Confucius

Dear Blog

Dear Blog,
I know that you feel being neglected.. What to do, I'm like a bee lately. I'm in a demand.

Dear Blog,
You know, I made a lot of decisions. I have decided to step back to the school in January 2009. To make more friends and to power up myself. I think this is a sooner later thing, that's why I act early.

Dear Blog,
I signed up for the Nike Home Run, I dunno whether I can make it to the 10km. Most probably I won't.

Dear Blog,
I ate a lot of meat this whole week. I guess tomorrow I will be a herbivore.

Dear Blog,
I... I have nothing to report actually. I know that no matter what you will always be here for me. I can always turn to you.

Dear Blog,
Good night. See you in my dreams.

Abandon

Dear blog,

I'm not abandon you. This past few days there are no updates due to hmm.. Nothing much to be blogged. Haha..

However I've learnt to be strong... I have decided a lot of things. I've been listening to lots of songs. And I've been reading a new book. So I guess I'm still cool~

Yours faithfully
Robert